I've been away from my blog for over a month now because I've been so angry with it....
I can't believe that after coming here and being completely honest with it for over 4 years it would turn around and cause me harm.
I mean, I actually love blogging and I love sharing my deepest feelings with it. I love having an outlet where I can go and discuss anything... A place to get things off my chest and out of my head. I can share things in a serious or humerous or joyous or emotional way.
But I forgot one very important thing..
My blog is my personal space, but of course its not private. Its attached to a url on the world wide web. At any given time it can be accessed and read and then copied, saved, and/or printed.
It can be the focus of discussion or the private laughter in ones head.
It can be linked to another bloggers page and another and another.
I've come to terms with my anger towards my blog because I know it never meant to hurt me. It was the person who read it and called so and so and made my post more then it was and then that lead to a snowball of things, which then lead to me being moved around, which then lead to me going private.
I've weathered the storm and I'm ready to make amends with it.